The Journey Behind Every Brushstroke: Experience, Evolution, and Art
Every artist’s journey is a deeply personal odyssey, shaped by countless experiences, challenges, and triumphs. When you look at a finished piece of art, it’s easy to admire its beauty, its composition, and its emotional impact. But what often goes unnoticed is the journey that led to its creation—the years of experience, the lessons learned, and the personal evolution that each brushstroke represents.
The Foundation of Experience
Art, like any craft, is built on a foundation of experience. For me, this journey began long before I ever picked up a paintbrush. Growing up, I was surrounded by a rich tapestry of cultural influences that shaped my understanding of the world and my place in it. My Guamanian and African American heritage provided a unique perspective, one that I continue to explore and express through my work.
I’ve been creating for as long as I can remember, but it wasn’t until 2015 that I fully committed to painting as my primary form of expression. Since then, every piece I’ve created has been informed by years of practice, experimentation, and growth. Each brushstroke is the result of countless hours spent in the studio, refining my techniques, and developing my unique artistic voice.
The experience that informs my work is not just technical—it’s deeply personal. It’s the sum of my life’s journey, my struggles, my successes, and everything in between. Each piece I create is a reflection of where I’ve been, what I’ve learned, and how I’ve evolved as both an artist and an individual.
The Evolution of Technique
When you see one of my paintings, what you’re really seeing is the culmination of years of trial and error, experimentation, and refinement. The techniques I use today are the result of a long process of learning, adapting, and perfecting.
Take, for example, the textured elements in my work. These textures, which add depth and dimension to my paintings, didn’t come easily. I’ve spent years experimenting with different mediums, tools, and application methods to achieve the effects I envision. The process of creating these textures is meticulous and time-consuming. It involves mixing the medium to just the right consistency, letting it rest to allow bubbles to air out, and then carefully applying it with a squeeze bottle—a skill I’ve honed over many years.
Even the seemingly simple act of creating clean, smooth lines requires a level of precision and patience that only comes with experience. I often go over the flat parts of my paintings multiple times, each time ensuring that the edges are perfectly smooth. This is not a task that can be rushed; it’s a labor of love that requires focus and dedication.
The evolution of my technique is a testament to the importance of persistence in art. It’s about pushing through the frustration of failed attempts, learning from mistakes, and continually striving to improve. The techniques I use today are the result of this ongoing process of growth and refinement.
The Influence of Life Experiences
Beyond the technical aspects, my art is profoundly influenced by my life experiences. Every piece I create is imbued with the emotions, memories, and lessons that have shaped me as a person. My cultural heritage, the challenges I’ve faced, and the moments of joy and sorrow—all of these experiences find their way into my work.
For example, my journey into motherhood has had a profound impact on my art. The experience of becoming a mother brought with it a new set of emotions and challenges, which in turn influenced the themes and tones of my work. The balance between chaos and calm, the exploration of identity, and the search for moments of respite amidst the demands of life—these are all reflections of my personal journey as a mother and an artist.
Similarly, the experience of navigating the art world—the rejections, the successes, and the constant push to stay true to my vision—has also influenced my work. The resilience I’ve developed over the years, the ability to persevere in the face of adversity, is mirrored in the layers of my paintings. Each layer, each texture, is a representation of the complexities of life and the strength it takes to keep moving forward.
The Power of Reflection
One of the most important aspects of my artistic journey has been the power of reflection. As I evolve as an artist, I find it crucial to look back on where I’ve been, to reflect on the work I’ve created, and to understand how it has shaped my current approach.
Reflection allows me to see the growth in my work, to recognize the progress I’ve made, and to appreciate the experiences that have brought me to this point. It’s a way of honoring the journey, acknowledging the struggles, and celebrating the successes. Through reflection, I can see how each piece of art is not just a standalone creation but a part of a larger narrative—my narrative.
This process of reflection also helps me stay connected to my purpose as an artist. It reminds me why I create, what drives me, and what I hope to achieve through my work. It’s a way of grounding myself in my values and ensuring that my art remains authentic and true to who I am.
The Journey Continues
Art is not a destination; it’s a journey. And like any journey, it’s filled with twists and turns, challenges and triumphs. The work I create today is a reflection of this ongoing journey—a journey that is far from over.
As I continue to evolve as an artist, I know that my work will continue to change and grow with me. Each new piece will be informed by the experiences I’ve yet to have, the lessons I’ve yet to learn, and the challenges I’ve yet to face. But no matter where this journey takes me, one thing remains constant: my commitment to the craft, my dedication to the process, and my passion for creating art that is deeply personal and profoundly meaningful.
The journey behind every brushstroke is one of experience, evolution, and growth. It’s a journey that is as important as the finished piece itself—a journey that shapes the art and the artist alike. And it’s a journey that I’m honored to share with you, one brushstroke at a time.